erm..actually ida ase epi hari ni sbb ida nak ke jhor esok for the 1st time..bkn pegi 'honeymoon' la tp pegi as a sukarelawan..but suddenly rase nak jatuh jantung ni..rsa mcm da gelap je prjalanan ida.. rase mcm nak lost..erm...cdey + cdey..
honestly,ida x pnah dpt worse camni..bkn ida x usaha tp myb ad +thing yg xkena..erm,myb x ckup usaha kot..Ya Allah..ida x pnah dpt worse cmni dlm sbjek yg ader kaitan dgn math..npe dgn ida ni??
klu da worse cni..nt bley drag carrymark..Ya Allah..really ida need to struggle much999999999 more....air mata rasa mcm nk kuar tp ida tahan..ida kna strong..xguna nangis utk bnda yg dah jadi.. ida jgk yg slh sbb x usaha lbey..
erm.....honestly,sem 2 ni a bit pressure for ida..don't know why..study pun mcm umbang-ambing je..sometimes ida pressure bler hrpan yg dberi pd ida too high..sume beban pada ida..ida x larat.. ida penat..ida pressure..plz understand me and try to put yours in my shoes..how u feel??
penat..penat..penat..rse nak jerit..ade 1 lg sbb ida pressure..mmg bnda yg sengal gler3..hectic.. someone yg buat idup ida messy..hate u most !! org yg xtaw nak respect org lain..org yg xtaw nk behave as a good human..d most factor yg pressure ida..tataw la cmne nak let this 'gler' pnyer org get out of my life..
bley x ida nak stay sorg2 jek..tanak org lain disturb..erm..mst la xbley sbb sume org pun nk idup jgk kan..
Ya Allah..kuatkan hatiku hadapi dugaan ni.
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