Raya..Raya..Raya

Hai3..

Klu sbut raye mst sumer org epi je kn..So,ak pn nk story sal my raya la..

**ptg raya**

Klu org len cbuk psg2 lgsir..test bju baru..cat2 umah..

Tapi aku.....

Aku cibuk pk cne ak nk rya sok..cne suasana raya umah aku sok..cne ak nk hadapi ari esok..

Hari esok tanpa insan bergela 'abah'..

Raya pertama tanpa Abah..

Tatkala takbir dilaungkan syahdu,

Mereka yang dikubur menangis...

Siyesly,aku xbeli ape2 bru pon thun ni..bju pon tade..kasut pon tade..

Ptg raya..hatiku smkin sebak..

Aku menyibukkan diri menyiapkan juadah brbuka dan raya..kebetulan emak ku tak brp sht. Aku sibuk buat kek batik n kek cklat..ak sdiakn juadah berbuka..Kak aku ad balik n ank nye dua org..takdelah rasa sunyi sgt raya thun ni..Kak ak yg bgsu pon ade blk smlam tp dia akn brtolak umah mentuanya ptg raya utk braya di sna..

**pagi raya**

Aku sdar awl da..tp aku sje je kua blk lwt..cdey rase nyer raya kali ni..las2 kul8 bru ak kua blk..ak mnd n sep2 pkai bju lama jek..hiba rasanya tgk anak2 buah aku 2 org ni n kak aku pkai bju baru..

Lepas solat raya aku salam tgn emak..emak mengalirkan air mata terkenangkn arwah abah smbil menembalikan memori raya terakhir brsama abah..klu kmu yg setia mmbaca tulisanku di blog ku mst tahu cne raya aku thun lpas..sekurang2 nya ade sekujur tubuh abah yg xmampu bergerak..abah msh mahu memakai bju melayunya wlaupun yg lama..mgkin sudah tahu itu syawal yg terakhir buatnya..

**petang raya pertama**

Alhamdulilah..abangku ad blik dgn kluarganya..brtmbh meriah umah aku dgn 3 org anak nya terutama anak keduanya,Ikmal yg keletah bercakap.Kak aku yg bgsu jg smpy umah mgrib tu.. Alhamdulilah..brtambah ag sorg geng2 bawah umur di umah aku..hehe..anak kak aku la.. Mohd Nasih Ulwan..2 thun lbih umur nye

r..

**malam raya pertama**

Aku sibuk di dapur.Aku nak wat sate esok utk jamu adik beradikku..Kak aku pon smpy jgk dgn kluarganya.Wah..meriah umah aku.Tak lama kemudian Kak Uda aku plak smpay dgn kluarganya brsama mnantu nya.Aku masih sibuk di dapur smbik di usik gan kak2 aku.. mcm2 la dorg ni..usik aku da ley jd wife org la..korek2 rhsia aku da ad pk

we ke blom la..tak abes2 sal tu.. ssh2 sgt kak tlg la crikn calon tok syida ea..hik3...nk wat cne kakak2 ku,syida takde calon ag la.. Memang meriah la..kak uda aku plak cibuk bercerita sal cucu sulung nya..cucu ke-tiga aku taw.. jgn tak prcaya..ak da jd nanny taw..Tp kak uda n kak aku tak to kat kg mlm ni..

**pagi raya kedua**

Aku bgun awl sbb nk sep kn sate tu..abg aku cbuk wat bara api tok bkr sate..Dlm kul8 da start bkr sate..ktorg sume brkumpul kat lua umah mnjamu selera.Mak cibuk msk kuah kcg.. Meriah jgk mkn rmai2..Umah aku ad 3 keta..terasa besar fmily aku...mmg besar pon kn..10 adik beradik tu..Anugerah Allah..

Mcm2 lawak kuar da..brbakat sumer adik beradik aku ni ea..Tp yg plg lawak sal ....

Mak : Mak pose ari ni..shur kul4 td..kak rase la kuah ni (mak aku kate smbil2 kacau kuah kcg)

Tapi tyme ktorg mkn2 n bkr sate tu kan..

Mak aku amik 1 sate n rasa.."xckup

grm nie.."

Aku pon trus jerit ckp (xdela jerit kuat2)

"emak!!hahaha(gelak) mak tak pose la kn da mkn sate"

Tyme tu mak aku gah mkn sate gan kuah kcg ag taw..

Mak ak pon kate 'Ya Allah..tak pose la mak."

Aku ckp ag "Bca doa bkak pose dlu la mak mkn"

hahahaha

**petang raya kedua**

Kak aku dr pahang dtg gan fmily dy..2 buah kete..cucu aku pon ader..Wawan..Mohd Syafiq Safwan nama nyer..brtmbh la meriah umah aku..budak2 kecik ni ade geng..mcm2 telatah la.. juadah kami ptg tu Nasi Tomato..mak aku kate mcm nk smbut mnantu jek mcm2 msk n rmai org kn..ak pon blushing la..hehehe..mak aku xsaba nk mnantu kot..hahaha..gatal..

Tu lah suasana raya aku..serba sederhana..Alhamdulilah Allah maha pemurah..masih mengurniakan kami tawa dan senyum menutupi segala kehibaan n cdey kami..

Semoga Abah aman di sana.Doa akak tak pernah putus buat abah..

ni pic of my family...thun lpas nyer..20 0ct 2010..

Belakang dari kiri: kakcik,kak uda,kakak n kokla

Depan dari kiri: Abang,anjang,yop,kak ijah

my las moment wit u

Salam..

hai..hai..hai..

Long time no see kan3..

Sori..actually tyme cuti final sem foundation uia ak keje..

At first i'm working as babysister..

Quite challenging job..

Taking care of babies..need lot of patience..

Meanwhile i'm far apart from my mom..

u know wat?

Everynite i was crying and forcing myself to fall sleep..

Can't believe stayed in a house that later in the morning turning to be a nursery..

It felt like being caught in a cage..haha

so..I can't stand..I resign..

after 1 week..

Then..luckily..

I got the offer to work as a tuitiOn teacher

near wit my sis's house..

So,I was staying there..

A nice job..

I enjoyed the work much..

Juz taught the students..

Pretending that we knew everything..

so..they''ll respect us as a teacher..

hahaha..

seriously..I like this job so much..

Then......

The time coming..

I furthered my study at UIA Kuantan..

Bachelor in Science ( Mathematical Science)

I love maths before..

I love Maths so till now..

But..

I didn't want to make it as my career..

haha..

I don't know why..

Wat I know..

I'm really fall in love wit Chemistry..

almost 5 days being oriented by the 'tah ape2' senior

1 day without bathing..resting..

Spending whole day at the hall..

Being scolded when we're choosing our foods..

***

nice spending time wit my gler2 frens..

all that could make my day full of laugh n happiness..

I was able to go to our first class..

started wit very energetic class..

Dr Jesni class i guess..

if i'm not mistaken..

then ended wit very boring class..(don't know his name)

The nite..that was not predicted

I got the offer to further study to USM..

Bachelor in Chemical Industry..

That I never thought I could get the chance

for the second time..

I happy to hear it..

I want to go

since

this wat I dreamed for..

but...........................................................

I love my friends so much..

It had been 2 years

we were together

happy

laughing

crying

studying

fighting

but..

for just a few seconds..

all the things will change

Can I meet them again after this??

Can I meet such a friend like them after this??

Do we all can keep in contact each other??

Do they feel like wat I feel?

I'm thinking..

I'm asking..

doubting..

i make the decision..

I need to go

to grab

the chance

that come

once in a time

juz

to catch

my ambition

to be



CHEMIST!!

I do not wish to lost my frenz..

but

I wish

our friendship will last forever

although

we're far apart